Okay. So, just a little for me to go on about. February 14th, 2013 my father died of bone cancer. I’m still crushed. When my father died my mother got together with the man that raped me and they’re getting married June 29th. That is going to be the death of me. On top of all that, my girlfriend of two years left me for my bestfriend. And I fell inlove with my bestfriends ex girlfriend. I’m still inlove with her. She’s in my choir class and everytime I see her my heart skips a beat, my legs get heavy but my knees get weak. The best part is I sit next to her. The worst part if I fucked everything up with her and I’m sitting in a hole deep enough to go to China. I’m trying so fucking hard to climb back out that hole and to make things right with her again. Help… :’/
